Internalized ableism is something that most, if not all, disabled, chronically ill, & neurodivergent people have experienced. But, first of all... What IS Ableism? Ableism is the discrimination of & the social prejudice against people with disabilities based on the belief that "typical abilities" are superior. Examples Of Ableist Comments About Autism & Autistic People:
Sadly, several of the above comments are said to me on a consistent basis. A few of them many, many years before I even knew I was autistic. And I have no choice but to take it. Hearing those things hurts. It really, really hurts. Examples Of Ableist Quotes By Temple Grandin, The "Face" Of Autism:
Now that we know what ableism is...
What IS Internalized Ableism? Internalized ableism is when people with disabilities absorb & believe the negative stereotypes & prejudices society holds about them. Examples Of Internalized Ableism For Autistic People:
ALL except for three of the above statements are true for me, in my experience of growing up autistic, & BEING AUTISTIC. This is one reason why it is so important to be kind & to not use ableist language. Your words really, truly matter. A LOT.
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Last night, my college bestie & I went to a comedy show at a Worcester brewery. I didn't know it beforehand, but two out three of the standup comedians were autistic. The first comedian told us that she is autistic by sharing that both her & her fiancé (who performed right after her) have a touch of the 'tism. Now, this is a phrase that many autistic people use that I just cannot stand. Since this phrase came up during the comedy show that I just attended, I thought that now would be a good time to talk about what this phrase means & why it bothers me so much. What Exactly Does "A Touch Of The 'Tism" Mean?: "A touch of the 'tism" is a slang phrase used to characterize individuals displaying autistic traits. Many autistic people use this phrase when:
While this phrase may also be used by allistic, or non-autistic people to describe others who are displaying autistic traits, this is generally less common. People may say that someone has "a touch of the 'tism" regardless of whether or not (s)he is actually autistic. Why "A Touch Of The 'Tism" Bothers Me:
This is why I am so bothered by the phrase:
While a couple things that were said last night did bother me, nights out with my bestie (last night included) are seriously THE BEST. She's one of the very few people that I can say knows about all of me & loves me for it. 💙 This afternoon, I asked a close family member of mine for relationship advice (something I rarely do), which led to a conversation where he made a statement that I just can't stand. A statement he's made multiple times before. A statement I've corrected many, many times. A statement that causes me to cringe more with each time I hear it. And yet, a statement he continues to say. Specifically, the statement he said was, "The more I learn about autism, the more I believe that everyone is on the autism spectrum." Other ways of saying this are "We’re all a little bit autistic" & "All of us are autistic to a degree." If you've been in the autism community for long enough, you've likely heard one of these statements, or a similar statement that suggests that everyone is autistic. So, going off of that, the topic of today's blog post is about what these kinds of statements really mean & why hearing these statements hurts so much. As much as it hurts to hear statements like these, these are common beliefs among allistic, or non-autistic people, so I wanted to take the time to explain where these beliefs come from & what is so wrong about them. However, before we dive in, I want to make one thing clear. If you've ever said something like, "Everyone is on the autism spectrum" before, this post isn't about telling you that you are bad or wrong. I totally understand where the belief comes from & I know that most people who say statements like these are trying to be compassionate towards the autistic person they're talking with. However, this isn't how it comes across to the autistic person. Let's Take A Moment To Explore What The World Would Likely Be Like If Everyone Really Were On The Autism Spectrum:
To really understand why everyone simply cannot be on the autism spectrum, we have to understand what the autism spectrum really is. We already discussed this in my April 3rd blog post entitled What Does It Mean To Be Autistic?, but it never hurts to review what we already know, so...
What Exactly Is The Autism Spectrum?: Autism spectrum disorder is a lifelong neurodevelopmental disability caused by differences in the wiring of the brain that cause difficulties with social communication & interaction. It also causes restricted or repetitive behaviors or interests. The key problem with stating that everyone is on the autism spectrum is the fact that autism spectrum disorder is a neurodevelopmental disability. In order to be autistic, you have to have a certain combination of autistic traits that impacts your daily life on a significant level. A Couple Important Points To Remember:
Hearing That Everyone Is On The Autism Spectrum Hurts So Much Because... It is dismissive & it minimizes our struggles. It also translates to everyone being just like us when we know that couldn't be further from the truth. Also, if everyone were autistic, how could we still be so misunderstood? Whether someone was diagnosed as a child or as an adult, (s)he has gone through a lifetime of feeling different from his or her peers. Telling us that everyone is on the autism spectrum, or any similar statement dismisses these differences & the significant difficulties that come with them. What You Should Do Or Say Instead: Offer a listening ear & a shoulder to cry on. Autistic people, myself included, often feel alone, unheard, & like their perspectives don't matter. They have more than likely had a difficult life beginning in early childhood. Help the autistic person feel less alone by truly listening & by showing him or her that you care. Truly listening & being compassionate are the best things you can do & will likely combat the loneliness that the autistic person is currently experiencing. I can't believe we've made it to the end of April already! Let's wrap up Autism Acceptance Month by talking about how you should react if someone in your life chooses to disclose an autism diagnosis to you. I was lucky that when I disclosed my struggles & my diagnosis, most people reacted correctly without any guidance, but unfortunately, that's not always the case. This is what autistic people REALLY want from you. The DO's Of Reacting To An Autism Disclosure:
The DON'T's Of Reacting To An Autism Disclosure:
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